It wasn't supposed to be this way.

January 13, 2012 1:52 pm October 3, 2011 2:08 am June 2, 2011 10:01 pm

It’s been such a great week, I can’t wait until tomorrow. Prom :)

I can’t wait to see everyone. As cheesy as it sounds, I’m going to see all my close [girl] friends looking their best along with my date, so I’m excited to see them.

June 1, 2011 8:55 pm 8:48 pm May 10, 2011 11:00 pm

It’s been awhile.

This will be the last post about what happened this year. I can honestly say that I have learned so much. I have finally found what I was searching for. I’m so at peace and this feeling is simply amazing and I’m done with something that was bothering me for so long. I see the real side of some people now. All the negativity I had in my life is gone, there is no feeling better than that. This year really has defined who I will be in the future.

God really does have a purpose, and I have never doubted that. When something went bad, unknown to me at the time, it was a setup for something even better. I finally know where to put my loyalties and even though I have lost some things this year, I have gained even more amazing things (and people).

This summer is going to be great. I feel bad for some people and what is going to happen, but it those things need to happen. I’m sorry, as much as I don’t want anyone to get hurt, sometimes Karma is just a bitch. Smh how far some people have fallen, it’s not going to be easy. The more people continue the burn their birdges the harder it will be for them.

I’ll end this by saying I thank God for everything, that has happened this year. Sounds so stupid to say, but if I didn’t go through what I went through, I wouldn’t be as wise, have my appearance, or have the personality I have now. True strength comes from the struggles you overcome. And I thank God because the people I have in my life now (like Mrs. Patel aka Mrs. Oop Oop) are here because of that. 

Here’s to finally moving on, no more bullshit. I never thought I’d be capable of doing this because I don’t like to give up on people, but some people don’t deserve it once you realize their true nature, and it feels great realizing that. I’m ending this year on a great note, and I’m finally at peace with everything. :-)

April 22, 2011 4:27 pm

put 2 and 2 together

lol i cant believe you havent figured it out yet…who do you think got you that?

March 16, 2011 12:14 am March 13, 2011 11:15 pm

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

March 12, 2011 7:41 pm

good luck

im watching on facebook and im mad nervous, im praying mad hard for that win lol